Poetry at Sangam

SangamHouse

 










IT IS NOT I by Waqas Khwaja

The heart ticks and pumps
I feel no emotion
 
In the head lies the brain
Sending and receiving signals
I cannot hear it think
 
I hear voices
They are not mine
People insist it is I
 
These voices are not mine
 
They stand me in front of a mirror
This is you they say
 
I do not recognize the face
I do not recognize the person who stands
Looking back at me
 
Let us show you, they say
Here’s a photograph of you
 
Who is this person you say is I
I do not know him
How do you know who it is
 
They are puzzled by my questions
 
Look here
They hold me by the shoulders
 
Do you feel anything
Our hands grasping your arms
Shaking you like this
 
Nothing
 
Feel my palms against your cheek says my mother
How I pass my hand above your eyebrow
And brush back your hair
 
It is not me you touch I say
Who is it you caress
Thinking it is I

 

 

WAQAS KHWAJA