(contrapuntal)
The boy knows rain douses | A magazine wet into tissue paper, |
sun into fluid candy | he loathes the knowledge of titillation |
There runs a calligraphy of tenacity | etched in pleasure from pain |
in him – a need out of evidence | and vice-versa |
to prove he was once here | teaching him the force of paradox : |
Be it the pithiness of onionskin, | the gentle flaying of a Spartan dream |
the pestle God | made of his elbow a bow |
grinding light into dust in twilit desert | shooting arrows from shaky fingers |
transforming struggle | to sharpen vision that uncoils |
into the joy of unlearning, | into a flight of watery stairs dredging up |
or descending down a well’s | riverine heart scooped from bottomless |
throat, he never can drink enough | jugs of inherited blood |
to rewrite the hieroglyphics of veins | writ over valleys of daughters and sons |
No matter how much he reads― | The rock scriptures carved by lovers state: |
enlightenment remains beyond him | He won’t give in |
at any point now, so he learns hymns | He rides the wave of fear |
of grooves, trades uncertainty for sweat, | lurching past wild blooming |
fantasies for the tenderness | of hybrid roses on the haunches |
of prayer, he lifts from a smoky caravan | of airy foxes that swallowed in slow burn |
the ash-lipped old polaroid | left overs of the dear world |
of a beloved | where what remains of love is blurbs |
Clawing away a road’s rubble, he finds― | The ores of indifference melt |
evidence that is quixotic, | candles that never flamed |
the trampled weeds beneath his feet | on the altars where meaning is made to |
brew a compelling consequence― he will | gesture a pantomime of simple arithmetic |
nurse a heart on a tinderbox of perfumes | writing down questions in inflammable ink |
to improve the climate of human scent | on palms that will witness his fate |
in the orchard of apples spun golden | if this land survives the lava of his betrayal |