What removes the blankness in the mask
under luminous ball or transparent shell?
Stand inside nothing’s moving center.
I begin where stepping out sends mock routines.
Exhaust fumes streak air like ghostly plasma.
Chest cracks with cold. My fingers branch to grasp
the whole shape of a person, an inner
history gathered in rhythm’s pairings.
Self like a straw to suck through. Held by
a footpath, a passage, a raw doubt.
Slick streetcar tracks, cracked wilderness.
Enlightened reason, custom. I’m tired
of subjective inquiry, looking out.
Tear or tender, a giver to oneself.