Poetry at Sangam

SangamHouse

 










TO BE AN HONOURABLE WOMAN by Iqra Khan

to say yes only when you don’t want to
qubool hai. qubool hai. qubool hai.

to be peaches & cream stuffed in an hour-
glass fragile and secured, wrapped in cellophane

umber burnt in bleach to be fuckable, but never
fucking: a gerund in English beyond

our grammars and beds fucked
is a state of being an adjective and fucked

the verb is cardinal sin is chocolate cake
your size 30 abdomen is “neck massager”.

to be ovaries fermenting to time
balls. no one will be coming on a ship he steers

with no latitudes but open your legs it’s only annoying
like powdered cheese from popcorn pervading

fingers invoke qubool hai and dismiss
the radial no diffusing from your belly

button -downs & gold bras so he can touch
like cymbals the tingling tips of what happens

to be a piano qubool hai to be rolling
pins and griddles “for a virgin too shy silence is

to consent.”  ‘at the meeting of my thighs’ a diamond
quarry chased to death qubool hai

to be stripped every night in this public
institution to lie still and to fill

your tears in vials under the floorboard in order
to teach your girls how the answer to rape is

to forget  in loving memory
to be darling daughter, dutiful wife & mother

 

Iqra Khan