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IN THE KILLS by John Hennessy

“And the LORD said to Satan, Behold, he is in your hand.”
— The Book of Job 2:6

 
I. Comforter to Job

Silt the kills with creek-bed sand
when morning branches from tree of heaven

Catch crab apples floating tidal wash
cordgrass cattail and the common reed

Vault trolley car cables flattened barges
gray caboose with rusted couplings

Start shorebirds from their hidden nests
or wind-cropped birch and stunted locust

Dry cattail punks on rotting docks
the tarpaper roofs of pilot shacks

Span bars and flats and brackish streams
the spits and shoals and marshwort strands

Pass oil tank farms and leaning beams
kill-bottoms dredged for sunken cars

Cross railroad yards where flatbeds haul
median blocks bulkhead slabs and loader cranes

Scale caving roofs of gutted mills
the paint factory’s empty window frames

Stand evenings under broken skylights
where elder bends and spike grass grows

 
 
II. An Audience

Pick up a rifle—wrist rocket—or just a rock—
for God’s sake, knock me down mid-air. These kills
are filled and bilked. I’ve flown over the smoke

like kingfisher come for morning offerings,
more flights from Newark, tower lights, and lights
which blink in answer on the airplane’s wings,

and ringing the city’s throat, or girding its waist—
its gilded waste—a whole necklace of lights,
a belt of tiny bird hearts, in turn replaced

by one rude stone, the sun rising through mist
behind the harbor. There’s no relief in drink.
Drag me through cattail punks, tie my wrists

to gun racks, ankles to pick-up bumpers and quarter
me—lay me down in landfill, marshwort take
me under, weigh me down while suckers plunder

flesh from my arms and legs, nibble my toes—
just toss the undertow whatever’s left.
And where I come to rest, let thistles grow

instead of barley, cockle instead of grass.
He sees my ways and counts my steps—He gives
no answer—though it’s all I’ve ever asked.

 
 
III. Answer to Job

Have you kept watch beyond the skyline of blue fires
rippling from steel towers, squat brick chimneys
belching jetties of yellow smoke, the networks
of PVC pipe and signal lights, train tracks
and bridges, tug-boat docks and loading cranes?

Have you conjured kelp from the rivermouth, steelheads
to swim the canal’s still water, turtles to amble over car doors
and batteries? Have you towed horseshoe crabs in your wake,
the silvering over at evening, grey-backed wingspan of herons
landing, low-tide along the marshwort strand, rose-lit and blinking?

Where were you when I carted sleep through the kills?
When I rode horseback, did you canter up the river path
and circle the refinery? Have you shied at the lights
of chimney fires, reared up and been bridled? Can you
wake men when they’re strapped to your back like saddles?

Do you rust girders of Leviathan plants with rain you
drive from the sky, tide you draw up past sinking barges?
Who can stand before me? And who will wade the kills to jimmy
factory doors, start old assembly lines, who fix gutted
walls, caving roofs, when everything under the sky is mine?

 
 
IV. Settling Up

I’ll wear self-loathing like sacking sewn from weeds.
I’ll cake my face with mud, the foulest grit,
killbottom silt. The road I’ll hitch exceeds
the Turnpike’s reach. I’ll cross Route One and slit
some dragon’s throat, blood-soak the old stone paving
on Saint George Avenue. Crows will circle, raving.

Wait. Highways, billboards and oil drums, the raw
lamplight around refineries, the distillery
with towers flaming, lovely, deadly—you see
(though beautiful at night) they’re less than straw.

Brooks, rivers, creeks wash inland seas with silt
and chem-plant seep. But I am a tide which fills
the empty spaces. I spread beyond the kills;
I come like water, restoring where you’ve built.