Didn’t start out quiet.
Until drawn out of my own body
To scarf it cell by cell,
Last meal.
Mirrors fell around me
Melding into a single conduit.
Everywhere I looked,
A spark petal loosened
Into tremulous flesh.
The star-guzzling reek
Of burnt petal clasped my throat.
Looked down at feet that belonged to another.
People who danced over ice-hills-
Warlocks.
Like them, I was not forgiven.
Greedy for all the glowing refuse,
Greedy for the shimmering interstices
Careworn ghouls.
Greedy for the prolonged street dweller
Morning throat, heart skidding on
Dirty snowflakes.
A false start
Waking up in a crate of gold snakes
False hope
A masquerade of high heaven
Because the escape had to have
Precious galleons
On call.
There was nothing there
Lion/
Water/
Water lion
Held my own face in front of me
And counted teeth.
Dear illusionist
Your magic was
Bloodshot.